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duh..liburan ini gue sangat senang...karena liburan ini diisi oleh pekerjaan yg memang gue suka untuk melakukannya..band gue dapet banyak job..hihihi...trus gw juga main ftv yg hasilnya sangat memuaskan...hehehe..rattting dan share dari ftv itu juga memuaskan..lalu ftv2 sebelumnya yg ditayangin ulang,juga rattingya luar biasa..ini ga lepas dari campur tangan Tuhan...akhirnya gw doa sejam tiap malem ga sia2....sekarang gue jomblo..tapi justru ini gag bikin gue sedih..karena,kerja gue lebih santai dan bebas...pengen sih punya pacar..tapi gue takut itu justru bikin gue tambah pikiran dan konsentrasi...gue cuma mau pacaran ama cewe yg bner2 ngedukung karir gue..yg sangat ngertiin gue...yg emang dukung gue karna dia suka ama karya gue..bukan karena dy cwe gue..misalnya..gue pgn pny cwe yg ngefans ma band gue,gw bakal slalu dapet support...kmaren2,gue jdan ma cewe yg ngedengerin lagu menye2 mulu..ga cocok ama jiwa gue..gue jg pgn punya cewe yg asik..ga narsis,tapi juga ga minder..yg doyan bgt becanda...yg brani melakukan hal2 gila ama gue..dan yg paling penting..DIA HARUS ANAK TUHAN YG BAIK2..ga pernah melakukan hal geblek dan najis sebelumnya...malah kalo bisa yg belum pernah ciuman...karena gue udah 2 SMA..udah harus dewasa...nyari pacar bukan buat main2 lagi..tapi buat jaga komitmen dan kepercayaan..terserah deh kalo temen2 seangkatan gue masih ada yg pengen main2 ama cewe...tapi gue udah harus serius ama cewe..

Mendadak Sulap !

Akhir2 ini gue bertemu dengan seseorang yg sebenernya udh lama pernah ketemu..Rizky yg kalian lebih kenal dgn Rizuki..itu loh si penyihir wanita yg di The Master,yg bisa ganti baju lebih cepet dari cewe2 lain..karna cwe lain kalo ganti baju tuh bisa setengah jam..terus bisa terbang juga dia..mungkin turunan walet(piisss kii!!!)..wkwkwk..hhehe..gue ketemu dia lagi lewat sebuah Web bernama Twitter..hhe..lama ga ketemu terus yaudah kita ngbrl2..cuma ngobrol2 aja,di twitter udah pada ribut nanyain " kalian jadiaaan yaaahhh???"lebih dari seratus org ngmg gtu..jadi gak heran kalo rating infotainment di Indonesia sangat tinggi dan jumlahnya makin banyak..hhe..

ga afdol kan kalo kita ga ketemuan..lalu kita memutuskuan untuk bertemu di MTA(mall tanpa alay)hhaa..ga deng..mall taman anggrek..si rizu sampe dluan disana..karna biasanya jagoan datengnya belakangan,gue dateng belakangan..hhehe...(gue kan jagoan!)selama gue deket ama ni manusia,gue jd kbawa2 sulap..mulai lagi gue nonton acara2 sulap..seperti gue di masa kelas 1 sma..tiap hari main sulap!sampe kesekolah lupa bawa buku tapi inget bawa kartu..wkwkw..ampe kelas gue sampe kaya magic shop..hhaha..tapi skrg ga separah itu..cm nonton aja..kehidupan gue mendadak sulap!(lagi)..lanjut,pas di TA planing kita makan,nonton new moon,pulang..tapi kenyataannya lebih dari itu..gue yg lagi program diet,makan di pepper lunch dengan porsi yg di upgrade dan pake telor+keju..(oke,ini brutal) malah si rizu makannya ice cream doang..padahal badan dia udh cungkring kaya lidi2 yg dijual di kantin sekolahan dgn harga seribu rupiah saja..btw,enak bgt tu lidi2,jadi laper gua!hhehe..nah,makanan gue dateng dan ITADAKIMASUUU!!!(ini bahasa jepang artinya selamat makan,kata rizu)hhehe...

sesudah itu kita nonton di XXI..nonton New Moon dgn ekspektasi luar biasa..kata org2,twilight itu bagus,jadi yg ada di otak gue new moon which is adeknya,akan bagus juga..setelah nonton,gue punya 2 kata di otak..GAK NGERTI..entah emg bingungin atau karna gw ga nonton twilight nya..gw yakin si rizu jg kaga ngrti pelemnya..bukan krn dy ga nonton twilightnya..tp karna selama filmnya main,tiap 5 menit gw pasti nanya tntg ceritanya ke dia"eh,itu si edward apanya bella?" 5 menit kemuadian "lah,itu yg serigala knapa?" dst..,,hhaha..tapi akhirnya dia mengakui bhwa twilight lbh bagus..gw sempet bingung,cewe secantik BELLA kok mau pacaran ama opa2 berumur 109 taun yah?udah gitu vampir pula..ckckck..mendingan ama gue bellaaaa!masih perjaka TING-TING!!hhehe..nah abis nonton pas mau pulang,ternyata banyak anak2 The Master,pesulap2(yaiyalah,masa the master lomba balap becak!)mereka lagi berkeliaran di MTA juga..gw ga kebayang kalo para pesulap2 itu jalan bareng mungkin mallnya akan sepi..takutnya nyenggol dikit di vodoo,trus pedagangnya jg pda takut dibaca pikirannya,,kalo si rizu mah paling enak..ga butuh lift..tinggal terbang aja..kata si rizu,dia belajar terbang dari kuntilanak,makanya dy terbangnya otodidak..ga dapet sim(surat ijin mabur)..hhe..balik lagi!gue ketemu para idola jaman gw kelas 1 SMA..walopun ga banyak tapi gue udah seneng..akhirnya gue pulang dari MTA..hhe..




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Orange Sykline

(04.09am)

if you were a tshirt
i will tumble dry low

if you were a shoe
i will not forget to tie

if you were a tv show
i will not change the channel

if you were a fancy clothes
i will wear you to the prom







and
if you were my girlfriend,
i will be a happier guy.

Three is new couple

"kenapa lo? ko jadi diem?"

frequently asked question of the week

i really do enjoy life.
i'm just not so good at it.

so in the meantime,
the question remains unanswered

The most important in life

i will remember that i can do anything i set my mind to. i can achieve any goal, fulfill any desire, and reach any star. i will look toward tomorrow with the conviction that i can make it better. i will know that a brighter future is within my reach. as long as i have the strength to keep trying, the courage to keep striving, and the confidence to keep believing in myself.

i will remember to live life and enjoy it. i will remember to make my days happy, to fill my life with love, to slow down and appreciate every moment. i will remember what is most important in life.

and i will shape my world around it.

Sometmes Sunrises are better then sunsets

hey.
these past two days.. i hardly feel a thing.. iono whatsupwiththat.. i cant feel my feet touching the ground, my heart is thumping like a mad horse, i cant even catch up my own beat.. the end is coming, maybe this is a death note.
well, i guess, in the end, we all starts thinkin about the beginning.. it's been great knowing you all, enough despise

"the end of the world is coming
and im going to have unfinished business.

if today be the day that i die,
then tomorrow is just another day i will never see"

scratch that.

why am i so dark? when there's light shining all over me, rays that she reflected from the very first time i laid my eyes on her fireflamed eyes.

hello.

is there anyone there?

hello.

is it just me for being small or the universe got so big?

On A Monday

hey bloggy, another entry..
ok it's been the second time i cried singing tatiana and i dont know whatsupwiththat but it felt really really really good.. it has become an addiction! yeah it feels really good letting out everyword like you really mean it.. i really mean it
anyway, it's 9.16am, i had my good sleep.. i set my alarm to ring on 2.58am to woke bella because she wanted to do some praying stuff, and back to sleep afterwards until 10 minutes ago, when i walked to the tv room my mom was watching recorded stuff from tv, and she said "tuh, bella" lol.. i gagged and choked while sipping my morning orange juice.. HEY! de javu.. ah i've been here before! i dont remember when.. shit i've been in this situation, i know i've been in this situation before! ah well forget it.. anyway, yeah, bella's sinetron.. lol.. well she's ok.. but the sinetron is mediocre crap xp
she's like the sweetest girl i know.. wait, i dont want to write that here.
since bella, i'm not in the mood of being in a relationship yet, i thought i am, but turns out im not.. i've been goin out (in a friendly basis) with a really nice girl with the initial E.C and she's ok. everybody knows her, she's the daughter of a very famous actress, i liked her. but it just doesnt feels right. the chemistry was just aint.. right.. i like her, i really like her, i care for you and i loved her. just so you know.
and i know this other girl, her intial is A, she's a model, gadsam '04, a collegian majoring psychology, super cute, physically attractive, a 9,5, there's nothing wrong when you see her with your bare eyes, one of those girl that when you meet somewhere on the street you'd tell your friends "oh, i want that! i want her!" we spent the few days back together day and night but then i sensed something terribly aint right, she has a problem with honesty and that's a fatal flaw.. hey if you're reading this, i just want you to know that i know every lie you've said, e v e r y s i n g l e o n e o f ' e m. she makes up stories, dude. i always seem to catch you when you're lying about the stupidest of things. it's like a disease man, she just cant stop. we had talks on the parking lot and i told her this had to stop, i dont want to be in too deep..
ah well, that's enough about me and my boring relationship.. i didnt mean to hurt anybody.. aint that normal to want the best for ourselves and others?
i'm gonna stick with 'no commitment' yet until i've found the right one.

ah, the privelegde of being single.

anyway, what's bella doin right now?

Life is Beautiful

When will I become the sun that lights you up? all I can do is think about myself. No matter how old I get, I know I will never change, I disgust myself... But once you said to me "Just be yourself", that moment I knew how gifted I was.

And I could say "Life is beautiful"
You are a wonderful gift for me.

Always wanted to be like the hero in a movie to show myself bigger than the real me. But I have to play my character, for this is my movie that I'm starring in. For a long time, I had high ideals like mountains and I've hidden myself behind them. But I am ok, Sun's gotta rise up, oh I wanna light you with my life.

I won't push myself too hard anymore.

I'll just be me whatever lies beyond this path.

And when you're lonely, I'll be close to you.

So you can say "Life is beautiful"